Anser wisely, like i always wanted you to

once.. back there, you was saying to me that i shouldn't trust you.. but i denied that and still stay with you.. i choose to trust you even dow you are still with him..

but as time goes, i really realize that you are hardly to trust.. you don't think about thing that you say which made me know that allot of flaw on the thing you say.. i still choose to trust..

but now.. i don't know if you do this on consciousness or not, it seem that you deliberately do annoying thing to tick me off.. i hope i'm wrong dow.. but believe me, i'm kind of guy that pay attention to the slightest things.. so if i have to make a list.. it'll be a long list.. but i don't want to do that

hey,, ha ha.. i'm fine.. always fine.. there's no pain that you gave me that isn't worth it.. i hope i didn't give you too much too.. but according to what you always say.. that you don't feel heart break, ( which is i know that's not true, ha ), i guess you should be alright..

one thing that i really hope is you can start see to yourself.. and stop saying one thing to me, but then you say another thing to somebody else.. believe me, its not my mood when we breaking up.. rather its on my conscience, i know you more then a year, talk almost every night.. paying attention.. and disappoint again and again..

you are still more then a friend Miho Kakuya.. you're still the best i ever have, but it's still not good enough.. so whats good enough if trust bails on love.. its zero..

i know myself.. I'll be good in no time.. and nothing break my heart more then my brother.. sooooo, tck !.. I'll be here, just making sure that even dow we're back.. you learned something.. but, the way i see it for now.. sometime its hopeless.. but i have god, so im hoping for truthness on your words.. honto ni..