the day before the other day,, i lost my computer due a being that "apologize" seem never being teaches in that person whole entire life, but it's fix, we're fine now.. yesterday i realize, somebody i crushed into were nevertheless no more then a pain than it was happiness to me.. today, i was over then excited because my uncle agreed to make me an album with very sensing price.. and recently, still on this day, my most sweetheart ed neighbor that always treat me like her own son just pass away after a year she's encourage me to brave heart ed dealt with my brother pass..

so i am cheerful..
so i am ignorance..
so i dont give a shit..

but life know how to make me chewed back on my own shit..
life know how to break through my walls,
and my option is still to build it sronger and never let it fall..