Broken stuff teddy bear

i still have my teddy bear stuffed toy,
its old, teared up, ugly and fade
and people ask why i still keeping it

why ?..

because i treasure it
its a glimp of my childhood
its reminds me that once i'm pure
once im a sweet child of yours

and now since i lost myself so much
i'm hoping that the silly stuffed doll snaps me
turning me into something new
or at least to something i was before

i miss my oldself..
thats all..